Man, I’m so glad I’m done with dynamics. But ohhhhhhh, I could have done so much better on that final. I so do not want to retake this course. I don’t know if I can really blame Locasio on my performance. He was actually a somewhat decent professor, except the general form of everything. Oh well, can’t go into too much detail. Rule of our house states we are not to discuss anything about our finals performance.

It’s weird being the odd man out in a group. Normally I’m an individual in a group of strangers. But tonight I was an outsider in a friend’s group. Shyness takes its toll once again.

Days till my birthday: 12 days

This week has been the shits for me. Why, you ask? Well, three things are making it hell for me:

1) I’m feeling rejected again by my favourite cousins, making me feel depressed.
2) My big mouth said something that caused me to lose one of my best friends, making me feel lonely.
3) I’m going to have my four wisdom teeth removed tomorrow, which is going to cause me even more pain and possibly cause me to miss something “fun” on Saturday night, making me even more depressed.

Life sucks. I’m going nowhere in life. I’m all alone. My mouth is spitting out nothing but shit and drool. Why won’t this nightmare end?!?

Here’s the picture of the day before my life went to hell: