You know what pisses me off the most? Friends who make you a promise, giving you hope that something will happen, then completely destroy that hope and your spirit by breaking the promise.

This is the first time I’ve felt such anguish and hurt, for two reasons. First, with my hopes up, I get nothing and someone else receives plans for it IN FRONT OF MY FACE. Second, I’m frustrated with myself because I’m acting like a greedy bastard, which I should never act but I can’t control it now. There’s no better way to slap someone in the face than to do what happend to me.

Thanks 528, you’ve ruined my pride in myself. Happy fucking new year. I’ll get your CD to you sometime.